What if?
Ah the question, “What if?”, briefly mentioned in a previous post in this series( all of which I hope you’ll read) 😁 The question that has the power to unravel your thoughts taking the mind to those uncomfortable places. The unknown. Being forced to look at a possibility that may or may not ever see the light of being. Testing the waters at first a big toe then allowing the sole of your foot to skim lightly over the surface. The unknown does not hurt, it’s neither very hot nor very cold and it’s deceptive in it’s harmlessness, titillating in it’s wonder. It’s the coal that fires the imagination.
Lets play.
Lets say that your intuition is a character and that it has two arms, a body, and hair, big sparkling eyes and a leg that works fine enough to not need crutches to get around. Who would your intuition be? Would your intuition be lean or plump? I think my intuition would be socially awkward, with a slight overbite and a speech impediment. But with full luscious hair and a smile that could melt the coldest of hearts.
Ray Bradbury said, “Your intuition knows what to write so get out of the way.”
Methodology
Interestingly enough, I read about the concept of allowing that intuition to get stronger (imagine your character, intuition, putting on some muscle) by “Automatic Writing”. It’s similar to Free Association except that it’s not accepted by the paramedical community as a legitimate tool for psychological analysis. Automatic Writing is a deeply spiritual event that requires the knowledge of another concept known as “akashic records”. Both concepts require the relinquishing of fear and shame to access a voice that dwells in the subconscious in order to further break down the barriers that inhibit the creative mind. But instead of analysis, my purpose is to give my character life in the stories I’m writing. I’ll link some sites below of the aforementioned concepts for anyone who’s interested.
I don’t practice the concept of Automatic Writing in it’s truest sense but in terms of letting go of fear and mistrust to delve into the mind space of being totally free to explore rather than create. Intuition’s at the wheel at this point and reasonably it won’t steer you wrong.
Monsters Within
A few questions come to mind when I think about creating a character this way. About the bad guy or ghoul. What if something truly scary pops out your psyche that makes you wonder, damn did that come from me? Yep, indeed it did. I’ve advised others to pretend that no one else will ever ever read what you’re about to write. A total lie of course but, hey whatever gets the ball rolling. Just remember, you’ll have to slip that glove on too in order to convince your readers; don’t back down now it’s just getting interesting. I forget who said this but, “scare yourself”. Maybe it was Roth. Think about that, scaring yourself. What does that really mean?
Everything new that presents itself to us in life causes a bit of discomfort, why should this be different? If you should stumble upon a real creepy creeper in your psyche and make them do the damndest of horrible things, don’t fret. The creative mind is random and accessing it’s abilities to surprise you I’m sure can cause some confusion.
Evolution
The battle between your logical and creative minds may wage on longer than the Hatfield’s and McCoy feud with no less drama and blood shed, figuratively speaking. I find that alluring where the possibilities are as unpredictable as the space in which the creation happens. *think the opening to any show in the Star Trek franchise* Space in all it’s infinite glory flowing from the tip of your pen, or whatever implement you use to bring forth something as unique and original as you are.
As always, all feedback is welcome in this No Judgement Zone. I hope to see you in the comments.
K. @KSHernandez2
Sources:
Automatic Writing: https://thejoywithin.org/spirituality/how-to-use-automatic-writing-to-channel-your-spirit-guides
Akashic Records: https://thejoywithin.org/spirituality/what-you-need-to-know-about-akashic-records-readings
Free Association: https://www.goodtherapy.org/blog/psychpedia/free-association-in-therapy